2013-01-09T01:10:34+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Pathetic.2013-01-09T01:10:26+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
When all that dawned on me I started realising I was nothing more than any other middle aged guy out there.2013-01-09T01:09:17+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
The very concept of having an ex anything was almost bizarre to me at the time.2013-01-09T01:08:30+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Ten years ago I didn't have two kids and an ex wife.2013-01-09T01:07:32+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Little did I know what the future had in mind for me.2013-01-09T01:07:06+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
While passing all those buildings on my walk, I suddenly realised I'd done this before. Ten years ago.2013-01-09T01:05:29+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Usually, of you work as a security guard, you carry keys to the places you guard, right?2013-01-09T01:04:38+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Went for a walk to clear my head before going to bed. Saw two security guards picking the lock of a building next door.2012-12-10T23:14:56+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Who am I kidding? "My honesty", I couldn't go on keeping her in the dark of how messed up I was. She deserves better than me.2012-12-10T23:13:42+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Fights aside, I could not go on dating this wonderful woman, without sacrificing my honesty completely. So I broke up with her. :(2012-12-10T23:12:42+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
I liked this girl a lot! But it only felt as if I was using her all the time, and we had these HUGE fights from time to time as well.2012-12-10T23:11:52+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
The feelings she has was so intense I finally understood that the only honest thing was to break up with her.2012-12-10T23:11:05+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Don't get me wrong, of course I felt for her, even passionately, but I will never know if it was true love I felt. Too screwed up to know...2012-12-10T23:07:15+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Truth is, I should never have been let outside the pond to play again. To much of a risk to everyone else. :-(2012-12-10T23:06:33+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
I was always trying to make up for her feelings towards me, the lack of feelings (read: complete void) I felt. I was dead on the inside2012-12-10T23:05:37+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Ever since about the third time, or so, that we were togehter did I feel bad about using her. My ex girlfriend.2012-12-10T23:04:36+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
Then there is this other person I wish I'd done better by, my ex girlfriend. I never should have led you on like I did. Truly sorry! :(2012-12-10T23:02:22+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
And that's just for me, for my sake I wish I'd done better by my ex wife than I actually did. Regardless.2012-12-10T23:01:37+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
OK, I know now my marriage would probably not have made it anyway, seeing as she never loved me anyway, I only wish I'd done better by her.2012-12-10T23:00:23+00:00 in Västerås, Västmanland, Sweden To: Public
I only wish the second achievement had not been my work. Don't get me wrong, but the sacrifices it entiled was so not worth it.